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Josef Nowak: Rhine meadow camp of Rheinberg

Chapter 10: No lice but hunger

Lice and DDT -- no animals -- distribution of potatoes -- meal in the night -- torture with raw beans and peas -- mass murder without food -- soap and toilet paper -- milk soup and quarrel about noodles and raisins

from: Josef Nowak: Seeded on the field. War prisoner in the home land.
(German: Mensch auf den Acker gesät. Kriegsgefangen in der Heimat)

translated by Michael Palomino (2013)
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[The feeling of time is lost]

Had passed two or three weeks now since we had been in the imprisonment? For us the time was only morning, lunch time and evening and night. We had no date any more. We did not need it either. It was not important if it was raining on May 5, 6, or 7. It was just not important either if we were thirsty on April 25, 26, or 27. At best we were interested in facts but not for any date on which the fact occurred.

[Lice and DDT]

One day I was walking in the morning sun around the camp. Just near the wire fence a specially dirty warrior could be seen sitting in a cross-legged position. His shirt was as gray as old tin. He had taken his shirt over the head and has spread it over his lap. He was searching his shirt with fast fingers. Until that day I never had seen any living body louse and I knew this animal only from rumors. But here was working a hunter and butcher. He had a rich pray using his thumb nail as a guillotine. He was producing just a massacre. I got sick of it when I thought of my shirt which had only one dweller - me - but was also as gray as his one, and in the future my shirt would also suffer such an invasion of lice.

But the American army - God bless it! - was the best civilized in those days [p.98] on Earth. They did not only brought the fast Mosquito air plane, the four-engined Fortress bomber and the atomic bomb, but they had also brought the best lice powder of the world in their luggage, and there was enough of it for disinfecting the whole European continent with it. [Hitler had also had DDT since 1943 but he did not apply it because it had been invented by the "enemy". Wehrmacht and some concentrations camps had short wave delousing devices since 1944 from Siemens]. But it would be unjust to conceal that the effect of the powers was not only affecting the lice, but any little animal on the body was killed. It was really a modern mean of mass murder. To a Hindu the hair had stood on end when he had fallen into the hand of these American hunters for head, bodies and exterminators.

There was no order in our camp and there was even no counting of the cattle [of the inmates] In the camp of Rheinberg. Our shapeless groups had to present themselves, had to split into groups of hundreds and in these formations the food was distributed. During these days we had eaten already and we were taking a rest from the stress of the meal when we were roused once again. This time we were not parted into groups of hundreds. We had to present ourselves in a queue of eight which was moving for hours in all directions and curves. ON the front of the queue two guys had been installed. One had nothing in his hands. He was only watching executing the police authority. the other man had a huge injection in his fist, but not with a liquid but with a powder like flour. Any prisoner was giving his cap or what he had as a [p.99] cover of his head and he got a shot of powder into his hair amidst into the felted hair. The second charge was blown into the neck. Then the trousers were opened and the third cloud of dust was shot into the lap.

First we were smiling a little bit as if we were feeling proud or pitiful, but we learnt the magic force of this chemistry soon. At least all fourteen days this painless procedure was repeated. The effect was astonishing. Those lice I had seen in the shirt of the warrior I depicted above were the only one in whole Rheinberg. No, there was no vermin here, if we were - and I am sure that this had been the case at least in the beginning - considered as vermin. Lice had no license. Praise the will of destruction of the American army!

[DDT has the effect that birds are only producing eggs with thin egg shells. DDT is also under the suspicion to provoke cancer and therefore is only permitted for emergency cases since the 1970s].

[No animals in and over the camp of Rheinberg - in the coal mine there were rats at least]

Additionally it was strange. In the whole giant camp there was no fauna, not one animal as it seemed. All had been extinguished. There was no cat, no rat, no mouse, no mole. One did not see any bird, not even a poor hungry sparrow. There was no crow, no pigeon were crossing our camp. Perhaps the animals had an idea that they would be hypnotized with the first move and after the landing they would have been eaten raw. The food was so scarce, and really I missed the animals because humans turned often out as really doubtful society members here [p.100]. Even in the coal mine when I was a brakeman at the slope going down 700 meters deep at least I had succeeded in taming two rats as far as they were coming to the breakfast on my box. Here in Rheinberg there was nothing to tame. We were even evaded by the animals.

Lice we did not have, but hunger we had.

["Captains" are allowed to distribute potatoes - little fire places]

During the first time the Americans gave us half of a breakfast ration daily yet. Then they had found a big load of potatoes somewhere. Now they were throwing with potatoes. Every captain of a group of hundred was given a hip of raw potatoes on the ground. This captain had to classify the potatoes according to it's shape and then he was distributing the potatoes. One of the captains was me.

Two hundred angry eyes were watching me during my business. Two hundred fee were following me with any step. It was every time as if a carnivore had a lamb in his mouth and was encircled by other carnivores taking attention rigidly that the owner of the pray would not begin to eat. It had been impossible to put a little potato into a pocket also when it only had had the shape of a hazel nut.

It was prohibited to make a fire. This prohibition was not important for any prisoner, mostly because there was neither paper nor firewood nor match, to the other ones because they had such things and then they were beginning to bake and to roast soon. Where was no fire [p.101] the potatoes had to be eaten raw. Possibly a fast reporter was giving the news that he had seen with his own eyes that the Germans had eaten the potatoes like boars in a raw way. The man did not even lie but he did not write the truth either.

[Vegetables and feeding with some spoons]

After the short potato period it seemed that the Americans had detected and robbed a provision deposit. Now the captain of the groups had a canister of tomatoes this day, the other day a canister of sourcrout, the day after tomorrow a canister of green beans, red cabbage or spinach. Most of the prisoners were without any flatware, and no one had any tableware. There were some spoons with the hundreds of thousands of prisoners which had not been confiscated. But the Americans were very afraid of knives and forks. These tools were rated as dangerous like automatic guns, machine guns, pocket knives and nail files. But two or three spoons could normally be found in a group of hundred. Now the captain took the canister in one hand and the spoon into the other hand. He was marching his group up and down row by row and was giving to any mouth a spoon of beans or tomatoes. Doing it artistically he could have a spoon for himself at the beginning and at the end of every row. But mostly the guardsmen were accompanying him by foot and they forced him [p.102] feeling it as a duty suppressing his joy.

[Food distribution in the night]

When the Americans were not in the mood during the day then they were giving the canisters in the night. In those cases the intake of food was especially impressive. Sometimes there was no lamp [moon] in the sky by which Earth is accompanied since millions of years now. But when moon was shining then the old people could have thought that they had not seen all on Earth already. These people are just performing new things presenting their capacities in a new way, and there are many testimonies of these events.

[Criminal "Americans": torture with raw beans and peas - dreadful stomach and intestine cramps]

Suddenly this cold kitchen had come without being announced, and suddenly it had left one day. Then the Americans were changing the food giving us legumes. The captains had new tasks distributing yellow peas, white beans, brown beans, of course nothing was cooked of course. And now a big theater was developing counting the field crop thud every authorized person got 37 beans or 49 peas. This was new, at least as an experience for the own body.

I had studies these procedures with other bodies already. The Russians of my flak battery [at the flak tower at Bemerode near Hanover] mostly got only potatoes, without meat, without vegetables, and without any fat. But one has to say in honor of the German Wehrmacht that the potatoes were always cooked. And then they were around the table, Semjon, Iwan, Dimitri and how their names were. They With flaming [p.103] glances and with deformed lips they were rating and weighting and exterminating the potatoes, were shifting them back and forth until this mean balance of justice had been reached to which they were forced by hunger. Now we ourselves were as far, we supermen or upper men, we the members of the master caste in which we had been rated without having any wish or will for it. There we were now on the ground, majors, cadets, staff sergeants, writers, singers, pastors, local judges, lawyers, merchants, teachers, and now we were counting legumes with the only but justified sorrow that the other could get three or four peas more than he had the right for it by calculation.

What were we doing with this food? We had no water to develop these legumes, we had no tableware but dirty tins with rotten remaining food in it. We had no fire, no salt, nothing. Therefore we were eating these legumes rawly and then we had stomach and intestine cramps for days.

[Criminal "Americans" committing systematic mass murderer: cookies - reduction down to 0 - food to die]

After this course with dry legumes the secret power to which our appetite was delivered was changing to baby food. We got per day twelve cookies per person, fourteen cookies, ten, cookies, eleven, cookies, nine cookies. A system could not be made out. It had been lovely to play a lottery of numbers. Suddenly and unexpected like a thermometer in May [after the German capitulation after Eisenhower had decided that POWs would be Disarmed Enemy Forces DEF] also the number of cookies was reduced to seven, to five, to four, to [p.104] three, to two, to one cookie per day and person. The lowest measurable unit was half a cookie per day and person. Obviously the American suppliers had the capacity to produce atomic power and splitting atomic nuclei, otherwise they had delivered us with micro rations. It also happened that there was no cookie per day and per day and nothing at all. Now we knew it. There was a mass murder working, systematically, cold murder. There were not murderers working, but the calculated murder was executed by a bureaucratic machinery. Some trust of brains had concluded to execute us. There was no bloodshed needed, no cutting of heads was needed, no gallows were needed. This trust gave us to nature to elect the strong ones. First the weak persons were taken, then the resisting persons, and at the end the strong persons. [This mass murder against Germans in the Rhine meadow camps was the decision of the Zionist clique with it's Morgenthau Plan, with Baruch, Lehman, Frankfurter, and Eisenhower as it's willing servant].

The animals in wild life and even most of domestic animals have the possibility to communicate the world that they are suffering by hunger. When they are shouting and crying then the hope is expressed that they will get some food anywhere. We were shouting but we were not crying. Common sense was telling us that it was useless to shout. We knew that nobody wanted to hear us. We were detecting that we had arrived in a revenge camp of in an extermination camp. There was no other explanation for it. The camp of Rheinberg counted 250,000 persons. When [p.105] every prisoners should get half a pound of food then about 60 tons of food had to be distributed every day. This should not be possible to preform for an army which had been able to throw 6,000 or even 12,000 tons of bombs on German towns every day? This had been a foolish trial to investigate for supply difficulties.

[Mass murderer Eisenhower let reject all food aid performing a mass murder of about 750,000 persons in the "American" Rhine meadow camps. French occupation forces were performing another mass murder in the French zone of 250,000 Germans. Read the book of James Bacque "Other Losses"].

This was not food for life they were giving us, but what they were distributing in Rheinberg was food for death.

[Curd soap and toilet paper - as notepaper]

I don't know if it was a dreadful irony or only a stupid procedure of a military machinery when we were given freely curd soap in big quantities. It was a soap as I never had had in my hands since six years. Unfortunately it was no eatable. It could not be applied in other ways either. We had liked to wash us and we had really granted our shirts a little bit of joy with this soap. But we had no water. And additionally the captains of the groups of hundreds received a roll of toilet paper for the men. But people with only half a cookie or with no cookie per day did not at all need these quantities of paper. But yes, I needed this paper urgently. It was of best peace quality, it was always delivered. I used it rarely in the beginning, but later for writing, and at the end of the camp I had the description of a new comedy. Then I had my written paper - which was absolutely forbidden [p.106] to have it on the trip home - as a toilet paper roll bringing it home in this form. Allied and German soldiers could doubt of my common sense when they saw how joyful I was pressing this roll of paper to my heart.

[Milk soup and quarrel about noodles and raisins]

After the era of the cookies there was an era of liquid diet coming over us. In the middle of every big cage a little cage was installed by the time, even with a tent. Also some kettles were installed producing many hectoliters of milk soup every day. Dry milk was mixed and an almond taste was added which had provoked us to the strongest power in the German Wehrmacht already up to the top of the firs where most of the fir cones are. Additionally there were some noodles or macaroni or some raising or dried plums in the soup which had a color something lie cyan. Now the big battle was beginning as if merls were cutting a rain worm for their breed. Now the distributer of the soup had to part one noodle into four or six little pieces satisfying the prisoners of his group hindering a rebellion. The same case was with fruits in the soup which were fished out, appreciated, contemplated and parted.

When there was a raisin often developed a big quarrel and people were screaming as it could not have been better in a military camp before Troy when Agamemnon and Achilleus were quarreling about the beautiful girl Briseis. There was a quarter liter, maximum half a liter milk soup and nine tenth [p.107] of this soup was warm water with chlorine. This was the daily ration for the prisoners, and a raisin was added, a plum or half a plum, and one little part of a noodle. When the captain was going to get the food too early then the soup was without fillers. There was no blame because of this. But when he saw the eyes of the others then he knew how that he was rated to be a being of minor value.

No, there were no lice in Rheinberg. Who knows if this louse powder was necessary for us. Perhaps the poor animals had starved to die by hunger with us with all the dead bodies. Compared with us John the Baptist was a lucky men when he was fasting in the desert yet. He was eating grass hoppers even with wild honey added. And what the painter Mathis Gothart Nithard had painted on the altar of Isenheim? On this picture there was a flying raven bringing bread to the hermit Antonius! My God, how was the taste of bread? It had been three or four weeks ago since we had seen none of it? Bread - was there any bread on Earth yet? [p.108]

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